10.28.2005

re-track

9.18am
meghan dropped me off at the charlotte station this morning for my 7.50am departure. since then, i've been catching up on sleep that late-night talks and goofing off displaced. i awoke in my own company, without the impression of her on my mind.

meghan and i both started wearing 'happy' perfume since we last saw each other, and i asked her What does this mean? Are we the same person now? to which she replied, "i think it means that deep down inside, your name is really Meghan." Or Meghan's name is really Kristin. either way.

but sometimes i really do wonder if we share a soul because we're so darn similar. we dance, we do film, we're too independent for our own good, we love pinot grigio, we overanalyze everything, we naturally slip into leadership mode (for better or worse), we handle men exactly the same way...i mean, we even get the same fortune out of our fortune cookies!

...it's always good to spend time with someone who's basic unconscious strategies for fulfillment resonate with your own. it legitimizes my longings, normalizes difficulties and successes in attaining these longings, and in general reminds me that i'm not as abnormal and off as i sometimes think i am. what a relief!


10.03am
Be still and know that I am God.
Be still and know that I am.
Be still and know.
Be still.still.still.
Be.

10.12am
Be still and know that I am God.
Be still and know that I am. in the flock of birds taking flight from a dewy meadow. in the leaves that flutter and the wind that moves them and in the sunlight that flickers on their faces. in your water. in your coffee. in your breath. your coffee breath. Be still and know that I am.
Be still and know.
Be still.
Be.

10.18am
Be still and know that I am God. The God who knows your future. The God who knows your body temperature and chemical balance-- or imbalance for that matter. The God who inspires you to discover and create truth. I will be your God while you live and when you die. I will make something of your life, even though you feel confused and underutilized and ambiguous in your youth. Be still and know that i am God.
Be still and know that i am. God beneath you, God in front of you, God behind you, God above you, God within you.
Be still and know.
Be still.
Be.

Be still...........Be still....... ..... ............ . ... .. .. . . ... ..Be still.

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